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H1N1 influenza?

10 Mar

Visited the family doctor this morning for the blood test result. Thank God that it was positive without any flu virus so I can re-start my preparation for my 2nd mission in East Timor! I was suspected to have been infected with H1N1 influenza 2 weeks ago because of flu-like symptoms that improved but then returned with fever and worse cough.

 

As the incubation period of the flu can be between 1 to 7 days. I have been advised to watch out for persistent fever & cough after the 10-day anti-biotic. The persistent fever & cough are symptoms of penumonia which I must seek immediate medical treatment. In view of the inadequate medical resources in Timor, church leaders advised that I should delay my return to Timor, to go only when I have fully recovered. So I cancelled the flight & spent the next 2 weeks resting & fighting the virus with anti-biotic & loads of prayer (from many many faithful intercessors, thank YOU all!).

 

As I looked back, God showed me His grace & purpose in many ways:

  • I was prompted by the Holy Spirit to visit a family doctor whom I had avoided for a long time due to his criticism of my faith some years back. But God has opened his heart to share his struggles and I was able to share Jesus’ love with him during these 3 consultations. I pray God’s peace into this doctor’s heart so he can turn back to God for healing, restoration, hope & love;
  • I was able to attend the Love Timor’s District Anchors’ Consultation when I walked away greatly inspired & encouraged by what God is doing in Timor;
  • I was given divine appointment with my ex-staff to help her discern God’s direction for her career;
  • I was given more time to take care of logistics;
  • I was given time to be vaccinated against H1N1; and
  • I was able to spend more time with family & share my faith more!

 

And God has also enabled the airline to keep my ticket open. Once I produced the doctor’s letter that certified I was unfit to travel on Mar 1, I am now able to change the date of departure at no penalty cost! How awesome is that when the flight was cancelled less than 24 hours before take-off!!!

 

For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”

                                                            - Jeremiah 29:11

 

In His Love,

Lydia

10 Mar 2011

Singapore

My Divine Valentine

14 Feb

A Valentine may bring you chocolate, but God provides you with something even sweeter, His Word.

How sweet are your words to my taste, sweeter than honey to my mouth!

                                                                             - Psalm 119:103

 

I am reminded of God’s love for me on this day, the very first valentine day when God sent His son to die for my sins on that Calvary cross! I Hope you will enjoy this Valentine Day’s message from DaySpring e-card below, have a blessed Valentine Day!

DaySpring E-Cards.

Map to God

7 Feb
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source: http://www.mapsofworld.com/world-maps/world-map-for-kids.html

As much  as the Bible is a book of truths, it is also a map to God. As Christians, we study & debate the map yet too often fail to make the journey
                                                               - Francis Frangipane

 

I can never appreciate the beauty & awe of the rainbow until I see it myself. No matter how well it has been photographed or described by the most charismatic story-teller, it is just not the same to be up close & personal. This is the same for me to truly know God. I need to experience God to grasp how wide, how long, how high & how deep is His love for me.

 

And I thank God for taking me on a expressway since I know Him 6 years ago. Some major events during this journey has opened my heart to see God’s grace at work in me & other people.

Year 0 => One-to-one discipleship for faith foundation building

Year 1 => Baptism. 

                     Holy Land Bible Study Tour

Year 2 => Missions trip to Central Asia.

                      Begin bible study with BSF.

Year 3 => Begin Missions Candidate Training.

                     Praying & preparing for OneLife.OneYear missions initiative

Year 4 => Missions trip to East Timor.

                     Committed to OneLife.OneYear East Timor missions

Year 5 => Left commercial employment.

                      Joined OneLife.OneYear East Timor missions

Year 6 => Completed OneLife.OneYear East Timor missions.

                      Missions trip to Yunan, China. 

                      Partnered EEFC in leading missions team to East Timor

Year 7 => Commiting 2nd year at East Timor missions (solo without a team)

 

It has not been plain sailing. The journey has been saddened by grief & hurt. My heart ached from abandonment, betrayal, disappointment, unjustly accusations, lost friendships. When I am down in the valleys & suffering, God stays with me. He comforts me & restores me in His LOVE. He has never left me nor forsaken me (Heb 13:5). I will never be able to bound back on my own. I regain my strength from His abiding Word. I can stand on my feet again! 

 

God has allowed so much trials to happen not that He enjoys seeing me in pain but because He is preparing me for something He has planned even before I was born. I do not know when God will connect all the loose ends in my life so everything makes sense. Even if He does, I may not even know it. But this is not important. I only know that He is FAITHFUL & I trust that He will deliver His promise. This is good enough for me.

 

Therefore, it is my prayer that every Christian will take that leap of faith to encounter God, to allow God to restore those defective parts, to be whole again. Let us not contend ourselves with studying the facts of God but pro-actively seeking the face of God. Let us not be satisfied with a religion about Christ, without the reality of Christ but to experience His power & presence. It is only then can we truly say, “I know God. This is too good to keep it to myself. I want to tell the whole world. I want to go where God is sending me. I want to be God’s ambassador of LOVE!!!”

 

Because of His Grace,

Lydia

Singapore. 7.2.11

(PS: Reflection upon reading “The Shelter of the Most High” by Francis Frangipane)

 



Gift of Giving

17 Jan

The Giving Heart

Message alert from my phone took me away from my task on hand. A good friend sent a text message, “Can I contribute $$$ to your work in East Timor? Let me know who to issue the cheque to.” Minutes later after I replied with account payee name (my church), came another message, “Cheque is ready. I will pass it to you when we meet for dinner on Thursday”.

 

That’s it. It’s all done in a matter of minutes. It’s not a small sum & it will go a long way in East Timor especially in helping the kids to develop reading & listening skill; creativity in art & music or simply getting milk powder for babies.  I thank God for giving this sister the gift in giving  & keeping her heart tender for those in need.

 

Then later in the afternoon, another sister in Christ blessed me with a red packet for the East Timor’s ministry. Both these sisters have never been to East Timor but their hearts are burdened by the needs I shared. They do not know each other but God has prompted them to give on the same day for His work in East Timor.

 

Suddenly, I realise God is sending these 2 angels to encourage me. There has been much happenings in the recent visit to Maubisse. I may not have realised the negative impact it has on me but God knows. He knows I need a little pat on my shoulder to lift my spirit. I thank my LORD for knowing my needs & meeting them even before I realise it. His Word assures me His plan for me is the best!

 

For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

                                                                        – Jeremiah 29:11 (NIV)

 

I can feel God looking at me with a approving smile, “I love you my child. No matter what you are going through, I am always here with you. My angels will always come around you, to protect you, to meet your needs & to help you through any difficulty. So do not fear!”

 

 

In His Grace,

Lydia

Singapore

17.1.2011  

Watershed in Maubisse Ministry

11 Jan

Watershed is a crucial turning point affecting action, opinion, direction and history. This word come to mind as I reflected on my recent trip back to East Timor (Dec 18th  to Jan 1st 2011). This is the first visit since R & I returned home on Aug 31st. We have been invited by Emmanuel Evangelical Free Church (EEFC) to partner them in their 1st Youth team’s missions trip to East Timor. Unfortunately R was not able to join the team due to prior commitment.

 

I was ecstatic at the invitation for a number of reasons:

  1. This will be the 1st partnership within the EFCS circle for the “Love East Timor” movement;
  2. It will be a great opportunity to reconnect since I came home in Aug upon completing the “One Life One Year 2009/10” missions. At the same time, it will be timely to bring the good news of church leaders approving my 2nd year missions in East Timor;
  3. The 1st Christmas & New Year away from family & friends, excited for the different experience celebrating this wonderful occasion in a land that God puts in my heart & answered prayer to share  the true meaning of Christmas in East Timor; and  
  4. Most important of all, the expectancy to see & sense what God is going to do & how I can be part of His amazing work!

 

1st EEFC & WEFC Partnership for "LOVE EAST TIMOR" missions trip

God had bound the 11 of us in LOVE that we bonded & worked very well during the trip despite coming together within a very short time. It was 1st trip to East Timor for 8 of us but everyone did well to connect with people, friends or new acquaintances. Everyone took initiative to help one another & stepped out of their comfort zone to do many things for the very first time.

 

Carols at Malaysia FPU. Dili

On Christmas Day (2nd day after team arrival), we were invited to the Malaysian Federal Police Unit (FPU) Christmas dinner in Dili. Little did we expect to be asked to sing carols by the FPU commander. Team got their act together quickly & went back to the hotel to retrieve guitar & organ. R of EEFC was pleased to be able to use his piano skill to serve God as all the other entertainment for the evening was pop music. We were amazed how God had made this possible when half the contingent was Muslim & our carols were immediately after their evening prayers! Team also learnt the Sabah folk dance from the police officers & realized later that this dance session would serve them well in Maubisse.

 

We drove up to Maubisse on Dec 26th but it had not been easy for some, taking longer than usual with stops to rest from the winding mountainous road. As soon as we reached the junction leading to Fatubasse, mood in the cars was lifted with the cool & crisp mountain air! Everyone was in awe of the scenic Maubisse as well as friendly people who smiled & greeted us. Team (male) was able to settle in at the guest house quickly & help the 2 girls to move in with me in my house.  We thank God for His protection & provision of safe lodging.

 

Balloons...part of the decorations at Maubisse Referral Hospital

The next morning, we visited the Maubisse Referral Hospital & helped with the decoration for the hospital 3rd Anniversary Celebration cum Christmas dinner party to be held later in the evening. Team split up in 2 groups: blowing up balloons & cutting out alphabets. Then team got together to paste every alphabet on the wall to form the words for the party theme. Hospital staff appreciated our dedication in completing the decoration before going for lunch. 

 

Mass to celebrate MRH 3rd Anniversary

Team returned to the hospital in the evening where mass was held to celebrate the hospital’s 3rd anniversary. After the mass, Dr H accompanied us to give out Christmas gifts to the in-patients, mainly in the maternity wards. Team also prepared gifts for hospital staff & their children. We were then ushered to the beautifully decorated training room for the celebration over champagne & a big feast!

 

The Feast fit for Kings!

However, team did not enjoy much of wide spread of meat dish as they witnessed the roasting of dogs in the morning. Yes, my beloved pet is a delicacy in East Timor especially on special occasions; it’s the must-have to go with drinks after the fiesta! Without label for the dishes & not knowing what meat was served, team barely touched the meat dishes, ate mainly rice & vegetables, a big regret as we learnt later that dog meat would only be served after the main feast…….

 

After the feast came song & dance. Team presented the song “Angels we have heard on high” which everyone was familiar with the chorus “Gloria in Excelsis Deo” & joined in with great joy! At that moment, I felt surrounded by people who love Jesus & really want to praise God for the birth of Jesus. However sadness soon enveloped my heart as I realized they did not know Jesus at all. I thank God for the affirmation of His call for me to continue His work there as much still need to be done.  

 

Though not able to converse in Tetun, team stepped out to connect with the children at the party with photo taking & soon included them in the dance. The kids not only danced well, they seemed to have endless energy to keep going. Team soon realized the dance session at the FPU party had prepared them to blend in with the kids and the fiesta, as most had never danced in their life. All of us had a great time celebrating Christmas with the hospital community! Sometime we cannot comprehend what God is putting us through at that moment but He always has a plan & will reveal to us at His perfect timing.

 

Another character God reveals is His faithfulness: when we faced opposition from the new priest in Maubisse Catholic Church, God raised up agent to help us. The priest did not allow us to join the community Christmas Celebration for the Kids on Dec 30th (held at the dining hall on church compound) nor to give out the 500 gifts we had brought for the children. We had been asked by the hospital Administrator to prepare a skit & bring gifts for this celebration.

 

But when our friend at the hospital, M went to discuss with him just a day before the team arrived on Dec 24th, the priest did not welcome us once he knew we were protestants. It was a big disappointment as team put in much effort in the script, rehearsal, visuals as well as the elaborate hand-made costumes. But team took everything in their stride & accepted it from God’s perspective that they would accomplish much simply by trusting God to do His work & not try to control the situation with their own strength.

 

Indeed, I have been greatly blessed & encouraged by these first-timers who came with the right spirit, with the right motive & respond in the right manner!

 

Catholic Church at Maubisse

When I met (in a casual & informal setting) this new priest the morning after the hospital dinner party, he was not very friendly & spoke harshly. He saw us (our team) as disturbing the peace by teaching a new religion just like the Brazilian protestants who gave him many problems in his previous village, Aileu. He even objected to me teaching English as he felt the people were confused by the different English taught by Americans, Australians, Brazilians and Singaporeans. Though I tried to understand & clarify what he said, I did not have much success.

 

I have since found out that there was a direct confrontation between some Brazilian missionaries and the catholic priest and the community in Aileu sometime ago. Though details of the confrontation are not available now, it is likely that the hurts from such encounter could have resulted in his over-reaction towards me and the team.

 

Senor T (my landlord as well as the man of peace in Maubisse) had offered to talk to the priest to explain my presence & mission. Senor T was very kind to ask me not to be sad over what the priest said. He appreciated our visit during this Christmas bringing cheers to the patients & kids at the hospital, as well as spending time with his family & other families in the community.

 

It is this act of a local Timorese stepping out to help a foreign missionary voluntarily that I see as a watershed in the Maubisse ministry. God has opened Senor T’s eyes to see what He is doing & touched his hearts to show compassion. It is during difficult time like this that gives rise to event for God to show His mighty power. 

 

As I sat & listened to the sermon at EEFC last Sunday, Ps S quoted the incidents in Maubisse during this trip. Ps S  took comfort & encouragement from Peter that opposition will come at some point when we are walking in the light, even though we may not have expected it to come so soon!

Dear friends, do not be surprised at the fiery ordeal that has come on you to test you, as though something strange were happening to you.

                                                                                  - 1 Peter 4:12 (NIV)

 

The road ahead in the Maubisse ministry is long & treacherous but God is faithful & sovereign. It is on this belief that I will press ahead & not waver.

 

With love in Singapore,

Lydia

11.1.2011

Baucau

9 Jun Coastal drive between Dili & Baucau

Coastal drive between Dili & Baucau

As I was dozing off in the car, Jony our guide to Baucau called out to me to take photo of this beautiful island. My language proficiency was not good enough to understand the story behind this little island but I was simply blown over by the natural beauty of this land.

More than that, I have just returned from visiting fellow workers serving in this 2nd largest town in Timor-Leste. Baucau is 123 km east of Dili with about 16,000 inhabitants and sits at an altitude of 330 m above the sea, which makes it rather cool to live. Though it takes 3 hours to drive from Dili, the beautiful scenery along the coast is a welcome change from the winding mountain roads up to Maubisse.  

 

We were taking Andy & Eric (from WEFC) to Parlamento to begin their short term missions (6- & 3-weeks respectively). With the Prayer Summit starting today, everyone was away & so much was going on that communication broke down leaving 5 of us with no place to sleep last night initially. By God’s grace, we were able to reach a pastor at the Prayer Summit who  put us in touch with Mdm R in Baucau. 

 

Madam R called immediately & gave direction for us to go to her home before it got dark. Not only she gave us clean & safe rooms to rest, she & her team cooked dinner for the 5 of us! During dinner, I had the privilege to listen to her testimony in witnessing to the “hard-core” villagers who were hostile & violent before they were won over by her faith. After we helped to clean up after dinner, we went to bed so not to disrupt their daily devotiopn & prayer at 3 o’clock in the morning.

 

I enjoyed the morning worship with the kids who sang & danced joyously for the Lord. The kids sat still & listened intensely throughout the scripture reading that followed.  I thank God that Mdm R is blessed with local translator as she speaks only Bahasa.

 

As I said goodbye to Mdm R, her team & the kids, I know Andy & Eric are in good hands & will have a blessed time here in Baucau & beyond …..

 

With love from Maubisse, 

Lydia

9.6.2010

Art of Self-Invitation

7 Jun

Today is the 2nd day in Maubisse, am getting used to the cool weather & enjoying the fresh air, a world of difference from back home!

 

We visited Ibu L in her home this morning, using dictionary to converse & everyone had great fun trying to understand each other! I was so glad to be served the home-roasted coffee harvested from the tress in Maubisse. She and many others we met along the road and the market seemed really excited that we did not come back for short visit but to stay for the next 3 months.

 

In the afternoon, 2 of the students I taught from home last year, Lucia & Emilia came knocking on our door. Lucia saw us last night at the town’s restaurant & called out my name but I did not see her as it was pitch dark. So it was really a pleasant surprise that they asked around & located our home today!

 

As we all sat down to chat, I remembered a missionary once told me before I came to Timor that I must learn to invite myself into homes so to build relationships. As we are leaving for Dili tomorrow, we did not buy any ingredients to cook dinner so this thought of self-invitation came to mind.

 

Not sure how I did it but somehow Lucia understood that we would like to visit her family & have dinner at her home later in the evening!  Wow, I was really bold to ask to be fed!  But she was ecstatic at the suggestion as she considered a honour that we would want to eat “simple fare” when we foreigners were always seen to be rich & eating food beyond their reach in terms of costs & availability.

 

Our hospitable friend who fed us!

 

So she went home happily to ask her sister Mena to cook for us. When we went to her home later in the evening, her brother & nephew welcomed us warmly & we were served coffee & cookies before dinner (which was not common by their custom, but they were concerned that we might be hungry while dinner was being cooked). Then, shortly after, out came from the smokey kitchen rice, sausages, omelette, carrots, melons, fried noodles …. LAVISH by local standard when it’s normally just rice and vegetables!

 

We had a great evening eating, catching up, singing, playing guitar under the stars … just like old times … we went home really really late not realizing time passed by so quickly when we were enjoying each other’s company ….

 

My fear & worry that the community may not accept us due to our abrupt departure last year were now less burdensome on my mind. But I am not taking this for granted and am grateful that I have a faithful God who is always with me, guiding my steps and granting me favours with the community! 

 

With love from Maubisse,

Lydia

7.6.2010

 

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